Posted by Coralina on February 7, 2011, at 8:14:32
Hi-This is not the first time I've used this site. It helped to save my life years ago. I now find myself in an episode of depression in spite of meds I am taking (and have been taking for 4 years). In addition I am going through real losses which have either precipitated this depression or deepened it. I am fairly close to being non functional and am experiencing near constant suicidal thoughts. I don't want to tell anyone because it is excruciatingly humiliating telling someone you want to die and puts too much of a burden on them. I have a psychiatrist I see here, but she is Italian and this makes communication sometimes less than clear, though not impossible. My next scheduled appt with her is Thursday. I just felt the need to put my thoughts out somewhere...
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thread:978815
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