Posted by iforgotmypassword on January 25, 2008, at 2:10:21 [reposted on January 26, 2008, at 8:58:48 | original URL]
In reply to Re: 7th day on lamotrigine + memantine; give up? » iforgotmypassword, posted by yxibow on January 25, 2008, at 1:52:54
yeah, 200 of lam i have been on longer than the 20mg of memantine. maybe over two weeks? or prolly *likely*, i mean.
sometimes i feel bursts of something from lamotrigine dosage increases, sometimes i don't. i don't know where i am at now.
not knowing where i am at is a contant signature of all of my problems put together, so not so much a good sign that i am any sort of upswing at all.
i repeatedly have these short-lived "improvements" other people see, as with the ECT, but i don't feel them. i certainly don't function any better. they're mostly meaningless... maybe i get better at holding relevant context in conversation and steam things together in a more intact fashion on the outside, that isn't how i feel inside.
i am rambling.
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