Posted by Tanzanite on March 5, 2006, at 13:03:19
Amongst worrying about future transportation problems comes in the reality of losing ability to get to the doctor, get stuff under control, etc. Along with OCD and depression, I suffer from CVID (get infections a lot), and have chronic joint pain. I am on pain management, but today I am hurting. Yep, it is time to change my patch, but I get so tired of this somedays. Just want to crawl in a hole and hide. I am scared, so scared right now that everything is just gonna fall apart. I keep trying to think positive hoping we don't get anymore unnecessary stressors and have been praying this other car we are paying on can be fixed. The other one we bought (what a shame and what a waste). I just feel like a failure that we were so stupid to buy it and now are out 3400 bucks. So, if we have no transportation, and cannot fix the other car. I do not know what we are gonna do. Sorry, just had to get this out.
Peace to all
Tanzanite
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