Posted by kerria on February 6, 2006, at 23:39:14
In reply to Re: surgery for severe pudendal neuralgia? » kerria, posted by Larry Hoover on February 5, 2006, at 0:01:42
Thank you, Larry, for your thoughts. Having anything to do with something illegal is impossible for me now for many reasons.
My problem is severe and i don't have many options to treat the severity of pain i'm constantly in when the neuralgia is active. It also makes my psych problem worse so i'm desperate to have a solution.It can't be illegal because i have to take pain meds. If i ever use or misuse and break the law that will be taken away probably and the pain is too severe to live with. Also i work part time in a municipal government service job that i love.
i had a pudendal nerve block last week and now have relief from most of the pain which proves that i'd be a good candidate for having a successful surgery. i wish i knew someone that had that surgery. It would make me feel better because the surgery isn't common.
It's been a very difficult time- i wish i had a doctor who helped advise me about everything. i'm always so alone, making decisions when i don't know what i'm doing.
i'm having severe pain that needs to be stopped. i don't have a choice but to try to find a dr to do the surgery. The dr treating me with pain meds will not treat me with this medicine for too much longer and i don't think it's safe, either.i don't think that cannabis would help enough to allow me to function and it would probably make it harder and more confusing to live with my parts. It's already a mess to have blackouts and fbs and live with parts of my mind so separated.
i'm so afraid of the pain coming back, so afraid of the solutions also. There's never a way out of all the dilemmas. Ever. There's never anyone who understands either. i wonder if this nightmare will ever be over- and all the rest of them also.
thanks for helping as you could.i know that you mean the best. i hope that the cannabis continues to work for you and doesn't give you any problems.
Tc,
kerria
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