Posted by Deneb on January 13, 2006, at 20:48:53
In reply to Re: I forgot to ask - how did it go with your doctor?, posted by Deneb on January 12, 2006, at 16:53:58
I hate this. I hate this horrible anxiety. It's making me miserable. My hands are constantly sweating and I can't concentrate on studying.
I hate this so much. I wish I were dead, but at the same time I'm afraid of dying.
I feel like I can't handle it. I don't have good mental health to begin with, all this uncertainly is making me worse. How can I get through 2 weeks? Thank goodness I came out of my distress before all this happened.
I feel like I should make plans for my death. Ugh, I'm just not well. I feel like I'm going to break. I feel like I'm going faint/disappear. I don't know how to deal with health problems.
I feel like I don't even care if I die suddenly. I just don't want to have cancer.
Life is too stressful. I want to sleep and go off to a dreamworld.
I want to go comatose until everything is OK again.
Deneb
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