Posted by Deneb on January 11, 2006, at 14:53:01
In reply to Good news/bad news » Deneb, posted by Racer on January 11, 2006, at 12:35:04
I was freaking out to the point of losing my mind last night. I couldn't sleep so I took 2mg of my Mom very old and probably expired Ativan. How there's only 1 pill left.
I was planning go waking up at 7 and going to the walk-in-clinic before class started.
But...my alarm didn't go on! The Ativan worked later during the night and I was just too sleepy to care. Argh, I ended up missing 2 of my classes.
I did go to the clinic. The doctor was able to find the lump. She said it was a cyst, but I have to go get an ultrasound of it now. My appointment is on Jan 26 to get the ultrasound. How do I not freak out until then??
That's it, I'm going to make an appointment with my regular family doc pronto. She's the really careful one who goes through all the tests to make sure it's nothing.
OK, I did it, I did it. I made an appointment with my family doctor for tomorrow. I know she'll actually spend some time with me.
It's weird how I don't get anxious when I talk about ending my own life, but super anxious when it's out of my control...
How the heck am I going to study? I need some Klonopin or something. No more caffeine for me.
Deneb
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