Posted by kerria on August 29, 2005, at 11:15:47 [reposted on August 29, 2005, at 18:20:42 | original URL]
The chronic pelvicpain is getting so bad the past couple of days have been so hard to stand.- sit, actually.
i hurt so much .-Any ideas how to talk to this negative dr?
i have to keep eceiving meds from him until i transfer to another dr in about two weeks from now- every day is so hard. i'm almost ready to go to ER- but i know that they won't help me there. i have a psych dx and they always think it's psych. I's not- it's phsical and hurts so much. i'm tired of hurting so much. i was supposed to be at work at 9am and still i'm trying to get pain undercontrol. so far i.ve taken the 100mg Kadian- slow-release morphine and two breakthrough15 mg twice- at 6am and at 11am . Now i'm trying another 15mg and every hour until i can feel well enough to drive to work.The pain is so sharp- the meds just dull it to a terrible burning pain. i wish i could get control and be out of pain.
Feeling very depressed and dissociating a lot.
i see this dr on wed. and i don't think my family members can come. i hate my life. it's too hard for me to live.Isn't it wrong for a dr to make someone live in torture? Doesn't a dr have an obligation to control pain?
Why do i have to be in pain ? Who does it help that i suffer so much?
i can't work as much as i need to so i can't pay bills. Why? i'm having strained relationships with everybody. Pain is all there is to my life now. Therapy is going so badly- i'm in pieces and all i can think about is how MUCH IT HURTStears,
kerria
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