Posted by corafree on November 15, 2004, at 17:24:55
In reply to Re: Treatments for CFS or fibro » KaraS, posted by Larry Hoover on August 22, 2004, at 8:50:49
Larry, it's Mon a.m. I had three appts today. I paid $30 for missing one. I prob' have 5-8 appts a week. I am absolutely overwhelmed. Besides mental health issues, I have two particular physical probs' in need of immediate attn. Besides those, I wonder re: IBS, CFS, and feel have a bit of attention prob'. I just want to throw up and give up! How can I get back on the track? I've reached out for help. The only two peeps that help, one my daughter, one my rainydayman. I describe him as such 'cuz he used to be a meth addict, now in recovery 6 mos. My daughter is a jr hi teacher and mo of 2. Her time is little. The man, on the other hand, will run to me if not at meeting or some NA function. I need him like a cane. I need some thrust. We spent 9 yrs in and out of relationship..never lived together. He seems to be on his way to a good place. He will take me w/ him if I want. I am alone. Do I dare commit to this man who may save me from my oversleeping, overwhelming appts, and move me into a different kind of 'loneliness'. I am desperate. I am not in love w/ him as I once was. He loves me desperately. I need a break soooooooo bad. Can you babble me?
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