Posted by Dinah on October 30, 2004, at 22:38:44
Not sure if this is the right board.
But I live in a deadline driven world with my work. I just finished another one - and far later than I would like. I didn't technically miss it, but I had to do the work that others usually do on it, because I didn't finish it until after work hours.
The problem? My body gave out on me this time. I've always been able to push myself to meet the deadlines, but not this time. There were many times during the last week where I just shut down. My vision got blurry. My brain refused to process. I felt really really weird. There was ringing in my ears. It could be the migraines that have been plaguing me the last month. Not bad enough to be hospitalized but bad enough to make it nearly impossible to work. It could be my blood sugar. A couple of times it had been a while since I ate, but other times not. Perhaps the stress affected my blood sugar though. My therapist says I sounded anxious, but I think I got anxious after the episodes started. I could be wrong though.
And to top it off, I am a week late. And I'm always regular. It's not possible that I'm pregnant so I'm assuming early menopause.
I'm really disappointed in my body.
I'm a bit worried about my ability to meet my obligations.
poster:Dinah
thread:409414
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