January sucks - I miss my dad. 22 years today

Posted by calamityjane on January 27, 2008, at 15:55:44

Today is the day that my dad died. It seems like I struggle more and more each year. I guess it just feels like I am just one more step further away from him. One more year further away from that very last day he was here in this world. And I am desperate to stay as close to him as I can. I have forgotten almost everything about him, and in my mind it sometimes feels like he never even existed to begin with. I just cant help but feel like he was all in my imagination.
Anyway, I hate today. I hate January. Every year it sucks.

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