Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 1, 2009, at 21:08:53
In reply to Lou's request » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Lou Pilder on August 8, 2009, at 18:04:39
Lou, listen i've learned what i've posted in the past is done. And i have to accept it. It was expressing some emotion, I apologize what i've written, indepthly,
I ask just a knowing that, i've humiliated myself from writing such things, and forgivness i ask for. Looking at my writings, all of them are "awful" in the style, the point (some of them had no point), and I accept that. And then knowing that this can be viewed by "external" sources, is humilation just be reading my old posts. Yet if i have to deal with them, i will. It's like seeing some part of you that was not mature, and ashamed for that time period, or really i wished i could just "delete" posts but that's all dr-bob's descion. And i'm assuming that's a no.But can you just at least hear me, i've regretted things, in unrealisitic proudnesss of the time I wrote them. Looking back, is like looking at things that fell to salt. I regret alot, yet some of the past was cries for help, other's where just nothing in what it represented. And realized this. Please consider this request.
thanks
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