Posted by Tanzanite on March 6, 2006, at 2:08:32
I am Christian, but I am open to hearing from anyone of any belief. I have been suffering emotionally for so long, partly due to my marriage, the rest because of my own mental health and physical health problems. I live in constant fear, and I pray every day. But I feel so scared, far away, and like I will never be heard and that I am not good enough or worthy. I feel very unloved and part of that has to do with how I have been treated during different points of my life as I am isolated and need to build a support system. I guess I am rambling, but I don't even know how and if my marriage will last. I get so sad sometimes I just don't feel like my own husband wouldn't even miss me. I am trying to find my worth by my faith in Jesus. I just wish I could get a grip and find a stronghold. It is so hard sometimes.
Peace to all
Tanzanite
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thread:616484
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