Posted by James K on December 30, 2005, at 16:02:40
Hi. This is a big step for me. I was raised a Christian, but for various reasons I turned away. I have very mixed feelings, beliefs, attitudes for and against God. Now as I trying to maybe really get recovery, I keep bumping into spirituality as a necessity. I've had a few friends tell me over the years that they prayed for me and it meant so much to me. So maybe if all of you believers who read this would just spend a few seconds. I don't need to know about it, and I don't want to be on your regular prayer list, but I need willingness and open-ness as I start a new year - to make it different than the past years. Just posting this scary in its implications for me, but there is a big hole in me, and I don't know if I can get well with it there.
So I'm a 38 year old "kid" in Texas struggling with the meaning and worth of "my" life. And if you could just mention to God I'm here, maybe I'll notice him somehow.
Thank you,
James K.
poster:James K
thread:593500
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