Posted by rabidreader on August 2, 2005, at 19:25:50
In reply to Re: pray, posted by spriggy on August 1, 2005, at 13:44:58
Dear RJ,
I am sending calming thoughts to you right now. I hope they reach you. I am going through a really chaotic time too, I know what it's like when you feel on the edge of losing it. I lost it pretty severely the last couple of times with my therapist.
Is it anxiety for you, or racing thoughts, or depression that gets you feeling "crazy" or on the edge?
I have had very scary thoughts about losing it permanently too, but I also think that if it didn't happen by now after everything that's happened to me, it might not happen.
Here's a hug for you, I hope it helps to know you're not alone in the chaos. Also: Chaos Theory says that there are always patterns, even in chaos, so there really is no true chaos! Something I have held onto in my worst times...always trying to see the constants, and they are there...
poster:rabidreader
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