Posted by linkadge on February 22, 2005, at 13:49:33
In reply to Re: Mental Ilness....and Demonic Oppression, posted by linkadge on February 21, 2005, at 13:34:32
I am sorry if I have offended anyone. What I say is more a testament to my own feelings than anything else.
I am a human being. But in essence I am just a rat. I will press whatever lever is necessary to feel good. Or in my case just to feel ok.
You see the mice in the studies. When they have been wired to a cocaine lever for a month or so. Then all of a sudden the scientists disconnect the lever and so pressing it does nothing.
The mouse just goes nuts. It doesn't know what to do. It is powerless. It cannot do anything but live at the mercy of the scientists.
I am a rat, and god has disconnected my lever.
Fortunately I still have one lever left.
People just don't get it. They just don't understand. It's not attention that I want. I want relief. Thats all. I want what everyone wants, and what anyone would go insane without. I want sanity plain and simple.I want people to get to the root of things, or just leave me alone. Because quite frankly I've learned to associate half-hearted attempts to help me, with more suffering in the long run.
So, I avoid half-hearted attempts like the plague.Anyone can raise a flag.
Linkadge
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