Posted by Temmie on August 2, 2003, at 13:27:46
Jimi, et. al., I've been chanting chanting chanting, and find it is helping some ...
OM AH RA PA TSA NA DIH (Hope I got that right).
Yesterday's meeting at Al-Anon was very helpful .... This morning's was not the case. Paul is definitely using cocaine. Probably in crack form, given the "homies" he's hanging with. I've gone back into the archives to reprint Mercury's message about addition (main gem for me, "he understands just fine. he just doesn't care. He doesn't care about you ... or anyone but himself. He only cares about drugs and alcohol.")
I am trying to understand addiction as a disease. One that I don't have anything to do with, and that I can't help, fix, or cure. I am looking at my own addiction -- in terms of this person -- and I'm trying to keep my heart open to Light and Truth.
OM AH RA PA TSA NA DI ...
OM AH RA PA TSA NA DI ...It is not easy, and there are times I feel better than others ... but it's all helping.
Thanks everyone. Temmie
P.S. I would have tagged this on to an earlier post, but there's something wrong with my computer, and I can't access the current thread.
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