Posted by Temmie on July 19, 2003, at 0:07:20
In reply to Re: HABBYSHABIT -- come find, me please ... » Temmie, posted by habbyshabit on July 18, 2003, at 23:44:43
I am ... quite simply ... in hell. Thank you for writing, Habby. The "boyfriend" post was further down. Suffice it to say I've given my heart (and body and soul) to a man who truly ravishes me -- who's "there," who sees me, etc., responds with relevant comments, etc., but he's also a danger and an enormous risk. I don't know how to "undo" ... lying in bed ... wanting him desperately to call me (and dreaming dreams about his leaving or cheating on me). I've become tailor-fit with a man who mirrors everything wrong with me and about me ... and I'm trying to be brave enough to live through the pain, and come out on the otherside. Sad, sad, sadness. I appreciate your writing. T.
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