Posted by Robin David John on September 4, 2002, at 20:55:52
In reply to Re: Moses wondering the wilderness » Robin.d.j, posted by judy1 on September 3, 2002, at 19:48:00
> Robin, I couldn't be happier for you that you have found the Lord. I believe with all my heart that all humans need some kind of spiritual side to be whole- whatever form it takes- and I think it can only help you in your quest for mental health and peace. take care, judy
Hi Judy ,just give the almighty credit here, the lord found me at Mission Ontario Billy Grahham Crusade in 1995.. John 15 verse 16...In the year 2000 my joy came to an end when I tried to do things my way. My life has gone down hill to total destruction to the point that I was hanging on by my fingernails from committing suicide...It was Jeremiah 18 verses 3 to 10 that has made me think spiritually again. And the fact that I have found a doctor that has givin me the meds that have pulled me from the bowel of hell that I have been going through,with the good Lords direction through the holy spirit..I feel like the marred clay pot, the lost lamb, I think you get the picture..I have hurt alot of friends in the past by leaving my wife who in three years we never had a disagreement, not even a gruntand left her with a broken heart, I am very troubled now for what I have done. I would really like to find the narrow road again that leads to a healthy spiritual life, not that I have forgot what the way is , its just getting rid of the shame to get back on it. I put my head down everytime I pass a church that either I attended or did service work at and there was alot ...Working with seniors ,starting a successful single adults group in a large region that is still functioning today,worked with preschoolers in Sunbday school .worked with young adults, assisted the minister of music,and sang on live television every Sunday with a popular non denominational church up here in Toronto.People from where i live today reconize me and say hello ..man do I ever feel terrible putting a fake smile on my face and the guilt in my heaqrt would crush an army..When I seen that th=ere was a faith babble I thought in a low key that just maybe the almighty had a few instruments on this site that would help me slowly find the narrow road again...Long winded eh! you know like the prodical son. My doctor and I will work on my mental health. Any help Judy encouragement and prayers would be wonderful. And if there is anyone else that is led to help me spiritually,I am sure that the fruits of the spirit will bless you with great heavenly rewards.I am ready to find the narrow road. Isnn't it funny that my middle names are David ..John ...old testiment, new testiment...Huummm
Thanks for listening
Robin
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