Posted by fayeroe on May 30, 2009, at 14:05:58
In reply to Re: I Suppose My Self-Esteem Should Be Low » fayeroe, posted by fleeting flutterby on May 30, 2009, at 12:47:20
> > 1. I was blocked.
> > 2. I laughed.
> > 3. I needed a break from Babble and the insanity that is here.
> > 4. I prefer my own insanity occasionally.
> > 5. I really didn't miss the boards. I missed Sigismund.
> > 6. It is likely that I won't stay here now that I am back.....
> >
> > Pat
> >
> > I think the other Fayeroe probably died when the real Fayeroe died in February. I will probably lay the name to rest now unless I refer to her.
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> -----flutterby: I'm so sorry you were blocked, I've been thinking of you and hoping you are OK.(the very idea of being blocked puts me in an anxiety overload!)
> My heart goes out to you and to Fayeroe. I'm not too good at comforting but will do my best to be a shoulder if you need one.
>
> Ever since you first posted to me 4 years ago on that "other" forum-- I felt your "life spark"-- some people have it, some don't-- You do. the spark contains a special energy that makes life fuller-- more interesting-- and transends to others and thus the life energy goes on and on.... I will think of you as "sparky" -- if that's OK with you.
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> I've always kept you in my thoughts and will forever hope the best for you in all your journeys.
>
> flutterby-mandyMandy, I am so glad that you're here and not at the "other board"...I see you post and that makes me happy.
I actually blocked myself before Bob could get to it. I had said all I needed to say and knew that blocking myself would get the ball rolling, so to speak. Blocking doesn't really bother me. I don't come very often to read when I am "on self-imposed" isolation.
You're so kind telling me that I am an "okay" person. I hope that I am. I work on it. The spark is still here. Sometimes it dims considerably and sometimes it glows like hell!
Today is a glowing day as I have been working in my gardens and I love the energy that I get from the plants.
Fayedy's blanket garden is really beautiful. Every color that I could find as she was a colorful and beautiful spirit. I miss her. Thank you for telling me that I could talk to you. That is so sweet.
I hope my "farewell tour" doesn't look like one of Cher's goodbyes. :-)
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