Posted by Racer on June 21, 2005, at 0:37:35
In reply to Re: What about..., posted by Maxime on June 20, 2005, at 22:02:23
> Sorry, I just saw the part below. I can vouch that Ed is attractive.
>I don't know what he looks like, but I know he's attractive. Nice to have it confirmed. :-D
> Actually whenever someone is kind to me, I always wonder "why" and I come up blank. My next thought is that I don't deserve it.
>I've gone through periods in my life when I felt that way, too. My own personal favorite was usually, "Oh, here's someone who likes to take up strays, and figures I'm so entirely screwed up that he/she can get karma points for being nice to me..." These days, though, I don't have as much of that. Still have a hell of a lot of that whole, "I am afraid no one will like me" but none of the "this person is only being nice to me because I'm pathetic or to lure me into a feeling of false security..."
I only tell you that as proof that you can get past that feeling, sweet Maxime.
> Maybe I need to think harder?
>
> Maxime
>Damn straight you gotta think harder. I don't like people for no reason, you know. And trust me: I don't suffer fools gladly. (Get in a lot of trouble for that one, you can imagine.)
I wish I could offer something that would help, but best I can do is what you're getting. My thoughts, my affection. I hope they help.
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