Posted by Maxime on June 9, 2005, at 17:47:58
In reply to Re: I feel toxic :-(, posted by Racer on June 7, 2005, at 23:01:07
Racer, my intake is directly linked to the fact that I want all my extra off NOW. I can't handle my body anymore. I feel like I took much. I cringe when see what I look like. It's an effort to lose weight only it's not going very well. I can restrict no problem ... but the weight doesn't leave. I don't understand. What has changed? Two years ago it was working and now?
I really feel like I take up too much physical space. I truly feel worthless and unlovable. I am not just saying these things for attention. It is really how I feel about myself.
I hate me.
maxime
> Maxi, you know that's not true. Any space you've taken on the meds board is only there because you've earned the respect and affection of so many people there. If they didn't think you were worth it, sweet, they wouldn't bother to post. You know that.
>
> As for your intake, that's another story. Can you identify anything about what's stopping you from eating? Is there something that happens when it's time to eat? Or is this just "too depressed to remember?"
>
> Be well, dear.
poster:Maxime
thread:509166
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