Posted by Racer on May 18, 2005, at 18:39:24
I'm so miserable about myself right now. My self image has completely collapsed, and I'm not able to deal with it. I just want it all to drop away again -- all the weight I've gained. I've been restricting again, but no loss so far. It's harder now, and a part of me just can't stand being hungry anymore. And the fact that I'm not able to restrict as much as I was, and that I haven't lost any weight yet, those just make me feel like such a loser! Not to mention that my internal view of my body has changed from being tallish, slimmish, attractive, and capable; to being fat, lumpy, almost a caricature of a human being, and obviously a total zero as a person.
How the hell can someone get over that? How can that be combatted?
Damn, all i want is to be thin, to feel good about myself again, but that isn't seeming all that possible right now.
Has anyone successfully made it through this?
poster:Racer
thread:499560
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