Posted by sigismund on September 5, 2010, at 14:36:38
In reply to Re: TCM » sigismund, posted by Hombre on September 5, 2010, at 9:51:32
No, it's not a rant at all. It's very interesting. This could be me
>They also manifest as having a hard time turning ideas into concrete action. A lack of willpower despite having been blessed with several talents. The frustration of not being able to nurture these talents made me feel really confused and angry with myself. It really baffled me that I could not do what others could do: have the drive to work at something until, in time, it developed into a real skill. Like playing guitar for several years and eventually writing some songs and starting a band. Or knowing enough about computers to eventually write more and more complex programs. I would always have the talent to start off strong, but lacked the grit to keep at it. I could not seem to put things together in a complex way. I was stuck at the beginner level despite being as smart as the next guy and working hard. Not special, mind you, just having my own set of gifts like everyone else does.I must go through the links and look at kidney, liver and spleen tonification. They seem to be the weak areas.
The other thing is obsessing....I would ruminate forever, in a kind of paralysis of will as if I wasn't in the real world but somewhere else. It's really demoralising to be told you are wallowing and be unable to do anything about it.
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