Posted by Trans-Human on January 12, 2009, at 8:39:41
In reply to Re: The Wider Truth, posted by Lao Tzu on January 12, 2009, at 8:17:17
Very interesting & intelligent Observations Lao Tzu. I agree with your perspectives on this.
Without getting into complex explanations. I suffered certain trauma very early on in my life; which caused me to "Open up" & look deeply for answers to things. I was out of balance; between the "spiritual" & the physical. I believe I came into this life with much to process, learn & work through. I didn't want to do the work; earlier on in my life, & "fell out" with my spiritual side. This imbalance caused me to attract "negativity" into my life; mainly unconsciously; to address the balance & try to ground me in the physical. I took to using street drugs - on one level to ease certain emotional, spiritual & mental pain. This exasperated/caused psychosis. I opened myself up; unwittingly; to some very negative energies.
I am now over 7 years in addiction recovery & "T-Total". I am processing many things & have worked through a lot. I am working towards a wholeness & a balance. Things have been patched up with my spiritual side. I am no longer open to "negative" influences. I have worked with some highly competent spiritual healers.
I do see the purpose of my life; is to work through & release certain emotions & to let go of certain emotional issues. That my primary purpose is to be fully "present" in the now & to be in balance with the spiritual aspects of myself; in conjunction with the physical. To bring balance into these things.
Thank you for your interesting comments.
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