Posted by Joey Joe Joe Junior on September 14, 2006, at 18:45:53
Hi, I've actually been a member on this forum before so I know a lot about it and all the different alternatives there are. Basically my story is that I've been struggling with health issues for years now, mainly mental problems. In that time I've gone about treating underlying things that may be causing these problems, such as heavy metal toxicities, candida, and more recently I've started treating methylation imbalances I may have. I am almost certain that I have high histamine levels due to these methylation problems, possibly histadelia as I can really relate to the symptoms.
Through my many many treatments of taking supplements etc I am feeling so much better, and my health is a lot better. I am much more calm, and much less anxiety and depression and specific phobias like social anxiety have faded somewhat, and I can handle them better. My problem now is very apparent to me, and really has been affecting my mental state. I feel better but apparently I don't look better! What I mean is I must be giving out an external sense of anxiety or something which is not true to how I feel inside. I have noticed that people avoid me in social situations, they don't want to look at me, they downgrade me and ignore me, some people have actually commented that I look angry and lots of people suggest that I need to relax all the time but I'm like "i am relaxed".
I don't believe this is simply just me being paranoid or that I am still really anxious and its showing on the way i look. Its real! The way I justify this is that throughout the years there's been times when I've been real anxious or depressed or whatever, and people still want to be around me or talk to me, and enthusiastic about me. Must be something to do with my nervious system tensing muscles in my face or something so that I look scared or anxious, something to do with my eyes?
I seem to remember that certain supplements have relieved this in the past. When I took picamilon people always wanted to be around me and talk to me, but I still felt high levels of anxiety while taking it, so mayb I should try this again. Maybe i need something to relax my nervous system? I'm pretty sure when I took gotu kola people wanted to be around me too.
I know this all sounds weird but can anyone relate? Any suggestions?
poster:Joey Joe Joe Junior
thread:686014
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