Posted by Deneb on August 5, 2009, at 19:17:40
In reply to Re: feeling uncomfortable » Dr. Bob, posted by BayLeaf on August 5, 2009, at 17:58:32
I know I will never have any type of relationship with Dr. Bob. Sometimes I long for him to be my friend, but I get over it. The real object of my affection isn't entirely Dr. Bob, it is like a hybrid of Dr. Bob and some imaginary Dr. Bob in my mind. I know Dr. Bob isn't that person. It is a person mostly in my mind.
I think there is a possibility of getting hurt here, but I think I am thinking things through and working on it so it won't be as painful when Dr. Bob lets me down or blocks me or something. I remember during the Toronto trip I was very jealous of Dr. Bob giving other Babblers attention, but I don't get jealous anymore. I worked though that.
There is still the problem of my fantasy of Dr. Bob saving me, but I am working on that too. I thought that might give me problems, but my trip to SF was not affected. I had a great time, for the most part it is just some fantasy in my mind and I haven't acted on the thoughts.
Thanks for your concern Bayleaf.
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