Posted by rskontos on July 15, 2009, at 22:31:04
In reply to Re: let's eliminate the administration board, posted by alexandra_k on July 15, 2009, at 0:20:48
Everything about Babble when I first came here was a godsend. Now it is hurtful and I too wish I could erase my membership because I have witnessed too many good people being hurt in ways that just isn't necessary.
My problem in life is disengagement, disconnectness, and detachment. Babble gave me people to get to know, try and support and be able to release some of my inner demons that IRL people don't get. But now, with so little traffic, and so many boundaries that are crossed/uncrossed/ rules that seem subjective at least to my muddled brain inhibit the original Babble I first loved.
I miss the amount of posters that have left. I don't understand how the rules are enforced but I do know when people are blocked and I can't see them coming back it is saddening and maddening.
But all I can see now, is the light dimming at the end of tunnel for my own days at Babble. It now leaves me hurting.
I will find another home maybe. But I am now disengaging and detaching and just plain leaving like a dog with their tail between their legs for it is a leaving that is taking place due to so much hurt and confusion all in the name of civility and fairness and rules.
Yuck.
I don't dislike Dr. Bob or mean to diss him or be uncivil. But I guess it is his house and I can't live here anymore.
peace and wellness to all.
poster:rskontos
thread:906647
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20090707/msgs/906969.html