Posted by Deneb on January 25, 2007, at 16:45:06
In reply to Re: SOS situations - let's discuss I second this.., posted by Glydin on January 25, 2007, at 14:02:01
I was upset and overwhelmed with school and life. I wanted to escape life. I think I OD'd because I felt the distress centre didn't take me seriously. I think I kind of did want to go to the hospital when I told you guys about it. But then I took the actual OD and felt better, maybe because it was proof that I really was feeling distressed. I felt better and didn't want to go to the hospital anymore.
I wasn't going to the hospital, but then Gee suggested I call a nurse to ask if I was going to be OK. I didn't want to kill myself or harm myself too much so I called. The nurse told me to go to the ER. At first I didn't want to, but Gee and JYL were there and convinced me to go. I was scared I'd harmed myself.
I'm pretty sure I would have been OK even if I hadn't gone to the ER. I didn't feel sick while at the ER.
I just wanted to say that Babblers do make a difference, but I hope this never ever happens again because I don't want to hurt Babblers.
I just want to stress that I did not want to kill myself last night. It was a stupid episode of self harm.
(((((((((((Babblers))))))))))))) I know you care very much. I'm sorry I hurt you.
I love you all.
I'm kind of scared for myself now. I make all these promises to never OD again and then I do. I'm not sure what to do to protect myself. I'm scared.
Deneb*
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