Posted by Deneb on June 21, 2006, at 18:35:44
In reply to Re: Dr. Bob reads a lot of posts » Deneb, posted by Glydin on June 12, 2006, at 6:15:20
Dr. Bob's a hard worker. He works hard to make sure this site works. He reads a LOT of posts and he takes time to answer posts. Dr. Bob is probably a very busy person. Dr. Bob has spent hundreds of hours on this site.
I appreciate the work you do Dr. Bob. It doesn't go unnoticed.
Dr. Bob said he takes civility very seriously. Dr. Bob's not afraid to hurt people in the name of civility. I love Dr. Bob and I fear him at the same time. He's like god or something. Dr. Bob can hurt me. He can hurt my friends. He has hurt my friends. His blocks can be fickle and this scares me a lot. Dr. Bob can hurt me very badly. There's a big chance Dr. Bob will hurt me again. I don't deal well with blocks, not at all. I just hope I don't do something stupid like hurt myself over a block.
When I get blocked, I want to hurt myself to hurt Dr. Bob. It won't work, because Dr. Bob won't be hurt if I hurt myself. That is why I think I need to do something more drastic, like kill myself. I'm a bad person. I will kill myself to hurt Dr. Bob. I hope Dr. Bob will be hurt if I kill myself. I must be evil. Reason goes out the window for me. Feeling rules. Horrible feelings, feelings of vengeance.
I like it when Dr. Bob blocks people for clearly breaking the rules because that is the fair thing to do. When he blocks me however, it's a different story. I don't think rationally anymore. All I want is vengeance. I lose my mind. I want to kill myself and let the whole world know I killed myself because I was blocked. Horrible evil thoughts.
Just thinking about this is tempting me to go buy a rope to use just in case I get blocked. I'll use it in a sudden impulsive act. No thinking, just vengeance and impulse. I should practice with a rope now so the act becomes automatic, no thinking. Vengeance.
Deneb
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