Posted by muffled on March 23, 2006, at 19:36:37
In reply to Re: blocking question » Dinah, posted by 10derHeart on March 23, 2006, at 19:10:47
Yea, I vaguely remember thinking I was screwing up, but I really didn't have a clue that the results would be so devastating to me. That they would be so sudden and shocking and severe, over something seemingly trivial. I thot the writing board would be more freedom to words.
I was wrong.
Found out when I tried to post and it said I was blocked and I didn't understand.
Then I finally figgered out on writing.
And I couldn't babble mail(not sure I knew how yet).
I couldn't say I was sorry.
Just got blasted and ostracised.
Then I finally figgered I could e-mail Dr. Bob.
Don't remember what I said or he said.I was just bad.
Bad, bad, bad.
I'm good at that.
Inside me is bad and thats why I got blocked.
Cuz I was bad.
But it really, really hurt.
Couldn't even talk to my friends anyhow, no recourse, banished in my disgustingness. Thats how I felt.
Just found friends to share. Gone.
Was the way it is, was, and I hope will NOT be.
Anyhow
I'm over it....
Ya right.....
sh*t anyways.
YA BOB.....BLOCKS F*CKING HURT AND I DON"T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW FREAKING MUCH.
Sorry AGAIN.
Muffled
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