Posted by verne on January 13, 2006, at 23:22:04
Since I am a social misfit and outcast, I wanted to post this here at administration.
Sure I tried to communicate over at social. Some of my headings were: "Why I am such a Worm" or "Why am I such an excellent Worm", or even, "Why I'm such an ordinary worm".
I tried taking the low road, and then the high road, with little success. Like any worm, I was proud, unbound, even reckless.
I'm just pretending to be someone. There's noone at home. My reference, my starting point, and departure point, is emptiness. Don't mistake this with being a sociopath with no feelings or conscience.
I begin with my feelings and am thankful I have a conscience. Sure I wish I had a conch.
I no that many don't like me. They think they no me. If they knew me, thye may lyke me even less.
I'm so self-centered. I'm so sick of myself.
Verne
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