Posted by Deneb on July 18, 2005, at 19:43:23
In reply to Re: Still sometimes tortured by what I did, posted by Deneb on July 17, 2005, at 16:30:06
Hmmm...I don't know that I really care that much even if Dr. Bob doesn't forgive. Maybe I care sometimes.
I truly believe that Dr. Bob is not against suicide in any way (except maybe suicides that kill/hurt others). This whole forbidden topic thing for discussing self harm etc. was not present at the beginning...it came to be because the people wanted it.
I think Dr. Bob finds this place amusing. I'm not sure that he really "cares" about anyone here.
Sometimes I feel like this place is a game...a game that blurs reality and fantasy. Am I smart enough to stay in the game? How many new experiences can I find in this game?
But this game sometimes has serious consequences...like if you die in your dream, you really die in real life as well.
I'm quite confused now as I'm not sure whether the friends I make here are really *friends*.
Fanstasy starting to equal reality and vice versa! Aaahhh!Deneb
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