Posted by Deneb on July 10, 2005, at 12:25:20
In reply to Re: Was I hurt? » Deneb, posted by alexandra_k on July 10, 2005, at 9:29:01
>...it will make other people a lot more comprehensible to you if you can learn to understand something of why they respond the way they do.
I know it upsets people. Sometimes I forget this. I'm still not so sure about why it upsets people so much. :-(
> I don't want to see you blocked.
> I want to help you understand.
> But I don't know that I can.Thanks, I know you are just trying to protect me now.
> Other people struggle with thoughts about death and SI. They struggle to put them out of their minds and approach life optimistically.
I still don't understand why it is so taboo. I want to be normal like you.
> When I hear people talk about this stuff it gets the mental images / thoughts going around in my mind.I get them too but I kind of enjoy them for some odd reason. :-(
Just because I'm casual about it doesn't mean I'm never serious about it. It is really evil of me but sometimes I feel like doing something bad to myself just to prove that I was serious about it.
Please never ever taunt me to do it people. I don't want to die.
> But can you understand why? Can you understand why?
I think sometimes I understand.
Deneb
P.S. I think I'm much better now. I don't know what came over me.
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