Posted by Angel Girl on January 29, 2005, at 17:27:58
In reply to Re: kk....********miss*****you*****+++o+++o++, posted by Jai Narayan on January 29, 2005, at 16:44:29
> My goodness AG you are a sweetie.
> I really appreciate your caring.
> my best to you
> Ja*Hi Jai
I care about everybody. I hate to see when somebody is suffering, whether it be emotionally, mentally or physically. I wish I could make them all better and take their pain away. I'd rather take on their pain myself than to see others in torment. My worst fear is inflicting any kind of pain on anybody unintentionally. I can't live with that. The pain I have as a result of that, is unbearable to me that I could possibly cause any hurt to anyone else. This is something that I am working on in therapy because we all know that it is impossible to go through life without any pain and just as impossible to not at some point inflict some emotional pain on somebody else, even though it be unintentional. I'm trying to learn ways to accept that I could possible cause someone to feel hurt because of me and for it not to cripple me and send me into the abyss as it does presently. So yes, I care a great deal for others, sometimes to my own detriment but it is a very hard thing for me to put in the proper perspective. I don't think I want to change how I feel about others, I just must learn for it not to send me spiralling out of control. I must learn and accept that I can't fix everybody no matter how much I want to. I can only offer my love and support. It's a very tough issue for me because I've been like this for as long as I remember. Thank you for the compliment and I also wish you all the best. :)
AG
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