Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 30, 2022, at 19:12:07
In reply to Re: lamotragine tolerance, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 30, 2022, at 18:54:00
definely going to regret writing babble and spam-like writing. I have anger issues, because of all these situations and being controlled, who wouldnt have anger issues, some people get trauma from events happening, yes i had much trauma done, it wanst in my child hood it was in my early 20s. I missed my life, through my 20s, so i plan when my 40s come....im going to do everything i planned in my 20s. My early 20s is when all that trauma happened, it was pain. But i don't be vuleranble, that pain that i needed someone to help or rescue me during that time, i needed someone, but there was no one there. So, anger resulted instead of being devesated and being a victem.
I don't have a therapist because right now, there's money situations. And i know, what therapist will ask, they will anaylze and try to sort out what happened, give compassion for a bit, and then work for imrovement. But i dont have that luxury. I do believe in god, i believe there is supernatural relm, and other entities that are unseen. God seems to be the only resource, prayer. I've been curious to ask spirits, or supernatural force but i'm scared because it could be the dark side, then i would be in worse situation. Ouija boards, magick no no, not headed there, i don't have enough intelligence and things could get more worse from that. God, the universe, supernautral beings, lucifer or (L) - those are all the things i believe that are there. Spirituality....i don't want to call it that, because that sh it is real, not some mental technique or mindstates. In the end, i hope it's a happy ending. Thank for reading
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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