Posted by jay2112 on February 26, 2021, at 5:10:39
In reply to Re: I am going through a suicidal crisis....help, plea, posted by undopaminergic on February 26, 2021, at 2:34:57
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> > Hi folks...I lost my little dog a week or so ago. I had told myself, once he goes, I am going too. I had enough of this life.. :( I have been coping bad...taking handfulls of Tylenol 3's, and handfulls of Lytica (mood stabalizer....feels good in high doses. O just want to kill the pain...too much damn life and death!!! Bit, I am going to the rehab clinic and going on Suboxone. Then I am going to get a kitten....then maybe a part-time jib. These are the bare threads I am hanging onto. I am 51...it's harder as you get o;der. Am I on the right track? Onr day at a time, and baby-steps? I lost a girlfriend, child, best friend (suicide) and then my parents 7 years ago.
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> > Jay (deeply, deeply, sad....)
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> Sorry to hear you're going through a difficult period. There is some evidence that lithium can mitigate suicidality, even at low doses.
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> For me personally, stimulants (like methylphenidate) would help within minutes of a dose.
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> -undopaminergic
>Thank you...I majorly appreciate that.I usually take Vyvanse, but it shoots me up and down. I have BP2. Lithium sometimes works, but it is hit and miss. Going this morning to get Suboxone. Hope that works.
Jsy
I was brought up to believe..
Belief that's failed me now
As Life goes from bad to worse
No philosophy consoles me
In a clockwork universe..........
~Neil Peart (1952-2020)
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