Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 16, 2016, at 20:30:49
i've been doing the following:
Transcranial direct current stimulation for 45min
my prayers to jesus christ to be healed are still in progress
excerise - 1 hourbut it seems when i push myself in excerising, or do something that is psychially strenmous, it makes me sluggish after, i did some yard work, i had the dopamine feeling to get it done, but after it was done i lost all that energy, did the Transcranial direct current stimulation for 45min, it had minimial effect, drink energy drink to bearly keep going
i don't know what happens, but everytime i do a strenmous activity, it makes me sluggish mentally, other day i didnt take zyprexa and was wired, if i go days without zyprexa i will have withdrawl, my nuerons will destablize and begin moving very fast, not manic, but more like irrtible and more prone to snap.....zyprexa give a calm feeling, stable......but in a way makes me feel sluggish
i don't know why i get into such a bad mood, not like irrtible, its difficult to maintain a well-being feeling, its like this dyphoria.....when i was younger in my teens i got in bad moods, it's like everything......i broke away from being dyphoric, and grew some and got new insight, but i don't want that bad mood mindset of my youth to return, irrtible....pessistic....caffeine with dyphoria
i guess i need to do more strenuous exercise, maybe its the way the body adjusting because everything has been slow, did the brain zap, it had minimal effect
no knows the bad feeling i feel.....it has to be somme kinda of nuerotransmitter imbalance, because in my childhood i was hyper but i got into bad moods, it was a nuerotransmitter imbalance.......sometimes my medication has minimal effect, only thing is beliving the man upstairs will blow all this crap plaguing me out
anyone had bad days even on antidepressants?
r
not a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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