Posted by meffect on August 19, 2015, at 21:29:03
In reply to Re: Can mediation imitate early signs of Narcolepsy?, posted by phidippus on August 11, 2015, at 17:11:25
> >would only lead to permanent akathisia. so I took myself off it
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> Tardive Akathisia is pretty rare.
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> >lot because of the viibryd im taking. I get periods of hypomania
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> How much Viibryd do you take?
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> >I also get periods of anger disorder where I cant control myself and I get so angry i make bad decisions
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> this is probably just a part of the hypomania
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> Are you on a mood stabilizer?
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> EricWell, I went back to viibryd, with no mood stabilizer. I feel really good at the moment. I'm going to try and control my hypomanic mood rather than stop taking viibryd like I usually do.
When I stop taking viibryd I get really really depressed. Like, crying all the time, saying I want to kill myself, etc. I honestly cant believe the difference. If I stop taking viibyrd, in about 2 days, I will start a downward spiral until I am a complete mess. I think everyone hates me and I cry at the slightest depressing thing. However I take just 10mg of viibryd and I feel like .. alive, and no depression whatsoever. I dont understand it.
My goal now is to stay on the viibryd and control my overly happy and confident attitude. I tried the alternative (not taking viibyrd), and its soul crushing.
I have some trileptal but it makes me fat, bloated, and constipated. I have tried lamictal in the past, and it seem to make my head feel like it was on fire. Havent tried an rx of lithium.
I'm thinking my problem with viibryd consistence is that... eventually with viibyrd i do or say something stupid and end up dwelling on it and feel I need to take myself off it because im going to get fired from my job. then i go into a deep depression until I cant stand it anymore and go back on the viibryd.
infact I took so long to reply to you because I stopped the viibyrd and I was so embarrassed to reply to you. Now that i'm back on viibryd, I have no problem replying to you and I think my previous thoughts were dumb
sorry im just really messed up and medication compliance is hard for me
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