Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 2, 2015, at 23:22:33
we'll it's me, another night browsing through the posts, and then thinking aboutt my situation with my body's resistance against medication, its really getting to me and making me want to hate myself more for all this to degenerate, i've been looking both at spiritual awnsers, looked at couple witchdoctors, not directly contact them but just browsing, and then the guilt comes to me when knowing im a christain, and the punishment i might have for jumping sides, but out of all that, i have no idea what happened for my body, mind, system to start doing this, it started in 2010 after rehab, i started noticing thw efffect was less noticable, and then it started doing that to many other substances, something's not working, desensitation, i don't even what to think about it because it's making me miserable just thinking about it.....
depression is covered through medication through increase and stablization of serotonin but still if life habits, or change in life patterns that are for the better, the sitution can degenerate to what it was before medication, the body will adapt and return to original state, excersise and active mind actities to stimulate nueros is another add on to treatment ffor depression, right now im suffering from depression at a intense state, im a gloom, but all a choice to do the pattern, to realize there is changing options, a true extrovert will always get stimultion by being around people, going to parties, anything, more on me is introvert dressing up in a extrovert costume
it's raining outside right now, rain always gives me a serene relieff just watching it.....
things will change, shake off all that heavy depression oil.....
whatever force in the universe, learn about intersteller beings, celestial powers, or just jesus christ, i've already started to feel if i go to a witchdoctor, i will get healed but there will be a pricce to pay, litterly you have to do a deal with them with something in return, with god it's freely given by him\
.........yak yak.....
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r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1074744
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