Posted by 90%there on August 22, 2014, at 16:54:23
In reply to Re: Intubation and delisions » 90%there, posted by 90%there on August 21, 2014, at 9:35:50
Like one bad night the Nurses pulled the curtains round beds as if hiding. I could hear One of the docs talking as if nobody else could hear. He went skits after a shot of adrenalin/epinephrin. Then sounded like they already kept someone 'under' for him who they bought round with more adrenalin to the Doc could beat the hell out of the. And it lasted a while coz the victim was on adrenalin too! He said something like "ok again in an hour. I want a can of Tenants Super (strong beer)". When he left another doc said "Lets get him someone else. We got and hour people!"
Not sure if it was the same victim but it all happened again. This time finished with the sound of a body bag zip. Strangely, The adrenalin started to make his voice lighter then he crashed. Suddenly becoming all sympathetic and giving resuscitation without luck. There was the sound of very quick re-organising, a big clean up. Until he and a few others voices faded away. curtains open and it was now 1st light.
OK an obviously delusion right? Couldn't see so my mind created its own reasoning? Hope so. But get this. And here's the worst part. The guy in the bed to my right was having the same delusions as me! "He can't do that! This aint right! Nurse!" All he got as a reply was SSHHH. I even said at one point "shut up or you'll get us killed!". I was also given heaps of BP meds (beta blockers?), made me really cold.then the Nurse said quietly "I'm gonna give you some ...(forgot drug name) which will reverse the BP meds. During this, esp when I was panicking she also said 3 things to me. Forgot 1 of them but the other 2 were " can you make yourself look fast asleep?". I said yes. The 3rd craziest question was "can/could you kill someone with a slingshot and a pound coin. After a pause I said yes. Were these some kind of affirmations or hypnosis to calm me down? Can you 'catch' or 'pass on/share a delusion? And anyone know if the voice changes when pumped up on adrenalin?
Sorry for yet another crazy txt but I gotta put it somewhere. A notebook aint gonna work.
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