Yes and things are getting scary. But like my therapist said, if it's $900 tell them you can send $10 a month. As long as they show cash coming in what can they say.
Money problems like when I lost my house in the 80s are the worst stressers I can have. I'm going to die poor. Honestly I don't want to live past 70 anyway. I'm 60 and had the choice I'd go now. Natural death not suicide.
On the other hand I still take my pills so that says something.
I've always left the party early, It keeps people talking. Not trying to be gruesome, I've thought this way for a long time.
As far as suicide goes, elderly white males lead the pack.
This post doesn't have much holiday spirit.
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