Posted by Cif on December 22, 2013, at 9:24:16
In reply to Re: A way out? » bleauberry, posted by SLS on December 22, 2013, at 9:06:20
Even though I feel often times to throw myself off a bridge or in front of a truck; those thoughts quickly fade away because of my Christian conscience and a strong deep-rooted hope that somehow things can get better.
I just need motivation to 'live' and want to live and become the best person I can be - not only for myself but also for my fellows.
I do not have major side-effects from my meds but so much long for a better quality of life in every aspect.
That is going to take a lot of hard work but I would appreciate some tips as to how to overcome my sickness even though I need to take strong meds - even if it has to be for the rest of my life...
I believe that I will never be imprisoned or hospitalized again but it is a deep craving of mine to become 'happy' within the boundaries of my current lot.
Thanks,
Cif
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