Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 5, 2013, at 21:34:44
i had a horrible night last night, i drank coffee and studied, and it had a adverse effect, i was too nervous and had motor problems....i got up today and went to see my psychologist, i was discussing things with him and totally went into a empty sentence and forgot what i was talking about, i looked like i didnt understand a work he said, and this has happened with other people, the'll be talking to me and i don't absorb the infomation, and it is one of the most embarrasing things because they think not paying attention or having common sense to understand....skipped zyprexa last night to see if i could think better....didnt work and caused more problems with thinking....took zyprexa at 2 today, slept for long time, taking it again at 11pm, then tommrow going in for testing for school ciriculum, zyprexa is going to be at 40mg until it wears off at 2pm tommrow...i have learned to function on olanzipine even thought the heavy sedation it can cause at 20mgs....i really feel im in a nightmare, instead of being on dexedrine like i was 5 years ago... im on alot of Zyprexa and Lamictal which can impair mental functions and causes mental sedation, but its like running around free and fast, and now things have slowed down....all this problems with health, i want to wake back up, all this would just be a dream and i could start again, but....this is not the matrix, and whatever stupid crap i have to deal with now, i have to deal with it, skool, medical testing, praying to God and beliving he will heal me,.... one thing i have learned is if you believe something hard enough....like that i am going to live until i am 80 years old, and my health will improve, it can be done, even more if its faith in God.....
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 400mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
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