Posted by Zyprexa on August 16, 2013, at 18:53:09
In reply to Re: life after euphoria » Lamdage22, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 16, 2013, at 12:00:42
I had a similar problem. After the oil tank blow up people started to come after me saying that I was the one who did it. Saying that I killed Denis. I was attacked by 4 guys who beat me unconcouse and broke my nose, kicking me on the ground. People who I didn't know were calling me out in crowds. I don't know what I did, because I did nothing! To this day 18 years later I am still paranoid. Not to mention that they almost killed me that night. Also the cops were coming after me, bringing me in for questioning and asking the same questions over and over, I had to get a lawyar to get them off my back. I can't help it anymore I'm paranoid every where I go that something bad is going to happen. Call it anxiety I guess. Plus I lost all my friends at the time who would not talk to me anymore. I don't trust anyone anymore! The only things that help with all this are drugs to calm me and get paranoia out of my head. Without the drugs I literaly can't sleep, I mean for days on end. Then the enraged anger I feel, especialy when I'm off the zyprexa.
Anyways I could go on about this for hours.
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