Posted by rjlockhart37 on July 24, 2013, at 14:51:08
i woke up this morning with the most worst headache, my whole body was like in pain....and i have just realized this is a disorder, both the need to have alcohol, and also the effect it causes, drunk...impulsive, more prone to get angry...and have to mask myself as sober....right now, i had to take more of it, because the anxiety that came after i woke up, the headcache, the body hurting, but the withdrawl is horrible, anxiety, altered state of think, skiddish, Its a disorder, i always believed it was more like a choice, its not....the need to constaly bump up that feel good feeling, not only with alcohol, other abusable, opiates...goes down the list....
so im a bit sedated but i have to write this on the net, it feel good, chilled out, relaxed, no worry like thinking, but it will cause more worry after time has gone by to have to get alcohol or substance...if you don't get the stuff...you worry...and causes more unpleasant anxiety....because the body is expecting the stuff....
im at home on my desk, I've had to have some amounts of alcohol to make the withdrawl go away, my doctor won't help, but what i plan on doing is slowly going down off the the stuff....can't stop it all once, it will cause anxiety off the planet...so wish me luck....
thank you for reading
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
poster:rjlockhart37
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