Posted by rjlockhart37 on July 7, 2013, at 0:24:22
as much as i've written about alcohol use, i hate it now, the effects after a couple hours after it leaves your system, in some state of stupor, no life, just sedated with no feeling....awful it depresses a sector in the brain that causes more depression, with my case....
if i need a relief, couple swigs of vodka or rum or something will bring relief, but if the intake gets large, altered state of reality, now that i think, being drunk is not fun....at all, its bad...the after effects waking up and finding yourself passed out on the floor, and have no memory recall and feel like absolute depression itself.....awful, the only time i ever consume alot of is if a horrible event happened, or something extremely annoying, just flood it with alcohol, but its no fun in 8 hours. In the past i flooded it with Xanax, but thats not an option now....so its doing it the way regular society deals with it with no anxiety meds.....
a panic attack thats untreated, seriously...i know why the doctor will not allow benzos because of addiction history, but i resort to large amounts of alcohol when a panic attacks comes, and i have to say yes it does calm the nerves but the withdrawl effects, and the depression of the cognitive systems is noted. Xanax is more a relief, than a drunk feeling, alcohol changes behavioral effects more notably, increases aggession and causes anger to come out easier....
but still im getting over it but i've got to realize that handling anxiety alone, is hard, have to have a bottle of vokda avalible when needed.....but its nasty, the after effects....more like horriblious
thanks for reading
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
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