Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 9, 2013, at 21:52:02
i'm writing this in galveston, in a hotel, but past couple weeks been writing boohoo posts, psychoanaylsis online, and all its gotten me is nothing, there's no reward to post it, it just goes into the wind never to be read after couple day's i've posted it...
and the amount of sadness i think of where i am in life....still with my mom at galveston, god, i just wished there would be the perect thing that would get me out of all of this...this hasent happened for the first time, about 6-7 years ago i posted about a plan to move out...it never happened, so ... ill have to stick the with the logical things that present....that some parts are impaired, and causes me to be codependent on someone....
as much as i want to spill my thoughts out right now on my present life....its not gonna do any good, just post it in the wind and let it fly away...i feel hopeless....everything feels hopeless....
but thanks for reading
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1045010
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