Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 23, 2013, at 13:04:27
well its been a year and 3 months since I used methamphetamine but right im im such a state of depression, I wanna just get it in my system and feel alive...the difference between Desoxyn and cystal methamphetamine is the crystals have fast and rush hit, the feeling of your in power, and feel like getting things done, god I know everyone here has their opinion of me, but just ... I know I can't do it, what I leanred about using it, you constnalty have think about how to increase the feeling, using more and more, and then don't sleep for 4 days or more.....it makes you skinny and causes malnutrintion due to its hunger suppressant effect. And then it also alters normal behavior signifantly, you do weird thing, and usally in a hyperfocus mode, like clearning the kitchen over and over again....going shopping for hours and hours....mental activation significantly stuf like that....it makes have feel good OCD.
the nuvigil is not, like I've been saying it doesn't take effect sometimes and my doctor says its in my head....its not, god I wished I wasn't in this state of not responding to meds, and having to contstantly pray to God for healing both of this, and other health problems.
is there anything that can make this nasty craving go away? I feel drained right now, no energy.....it may be the zyprexa....but yea
anything?
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
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