Posted by Vincent_QC on May 21, 2013, at 10:24:31
In reply to Re: big brother goverment reading meds » poser938, posted by rjlockhart37 on May 21, 2013, at 0:54:19
> that exactly what happened to me....my old doc that was precibing my Dexedrine....I went to the doctors office to tell him about problems I had at home....he didn't give eye contact, and stared at my file, and had a resentful look, and said i can't be your doctor any longer....you have to go to rehab....there are doctors that like corrupt teachers....they abuse their power, in their position of a doctors care, believe me, psychopaths can have a desquise, im not saying that about pdoc's but the ones i saw twice, they where so egotistical, ripped me off meds that had withdrawl, none of it will be heard either...but at least i wrote it. So....the good thing even after being discharged from doctor to doctor is you learn how to survive. I couldn't sue him either because money wise i would have get a expensive law firm and no guarantee of winning.
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> keep this confidencial here....don't tell people of dr-bob....they gossip and use things people say against them
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> rYeah, I truly understand you!!! Those PDoc's think they are god because they save life, well they try to safe life and sometimes they make life harder to live... but anyway that's another topic...
The main problem is that where I live (Canada, Québec city), we have a public health system... If you want to see a PDoc, your Family Doc have to make a reference paper to you. You have to call at a special phone number and they put you on a waiting list to see a PDoc, you can't choose the one you want to see. They all know each others, every PDoc know each other PDoc I mean, and they all talk about their patients between us all the time...
When you entering into the system and start seeing one PDOc, if you have some problems with the PDoc, you can't ask to see another one, and if you are Lucky and can see another one, your medical folder will follow you, so the new PDoc will read the other one PDoc notes in the medical folder and you will not be able to get ride of the "drug addict label" or "personality disorder", both problems that I don't have but that my old PDoc diagnostic me with (Benzo med addicted and passive agressive personality disorder), both diagnostic are false... Yes i'm addicted to benzo meds but I don't abuse them, never take more than what my Doc RX, never take them in hope that I will have euphoria or feel druggy, in fact I hate when I feel drunk or euphoric, I hate it cause I feel like I don't have the total control over myself!!! The main problem is that I can't lower my dose cause my anxiety is so strong that each time I try to reduce the dose I feel like I will die and anxiety get worse and worse... And who is to blame in the first place, me or the stupid PDoc who told me 10000 times that the benzo meds was the only meds who was working for my anxiety and continued to RX high dose of clonazepam for years???
Anyway, I lost hope in finding a good PDoc where I live... BUT I ask my Family Doc, at a final attempt, to call a very good PDoc that I heard of, I ask my Doc to call him directly and speak to him about me and my anxiety disorders and ask him if he want to have me as a patient, it's a way to subvert the public health system, my Family Doc tried several times to call the PDoc I want to see, for now he wasnt able to talk to him directly but he told me that he will have news soon, he know him and see him often at different medical conventions, so will hope it will work and that I will be able to start seeing the new PDoc soon and starting on new bases and get new diagnostics and proper meds to treat me...
And yes I keep it confidencial for babble... I will never mention it to another PDoc or Doc for sure... I want that my post and threads stay private...
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