Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 7, 2013, at 22:03:27
well....I've just realized that as many people I've told of this website, not just my family...my old friends, they lurk here....and they have sent me messages and saying how much of a sick f*ck I am, I have to change this format, this ranting on about nonsense, its not healthy...im simply a 26year old, im funny, im sweet, and really I don't have these problems, I think I get on the net and fantize about myself like a legend....of no sources either....
so seriously.....all this stuff posted over the years....this is more like a therpy website for me....but its being viewed by a third party, old friends, church people, omgod....im an idiot for exposing this sick abnormal....god, I've ran people off....
so anyways, all I can say I've gotta redo this format....no more therapy, or expressing feelings of grandeur that doesn't back up with a 26 year old that appears to have to be happy, and is sweet to people. This gives me that terrible feeling of Norman Bates from the psycho...im sick of reading all this stuff that does not add up with reality.
changing formats soon....
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1043352
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